Money, Drugs, and Rock n' Roll

I don't know whether to be hysterical with laughter or tears. My parents might think I'm going to do drugs or am on drugs. I mean don't get me wrong I have tried marijuana in the past, however it's not something I throughly enjoyed or plan on doing again. Of course, I have been irritable because I have been exhausted lately. I never see my family much and it breeds so much distrust between us. I can barely stand it anymore. In addition, today I asked for some book money for my AP class. Without making eye contact with me, I was told that I was slacking off on my responsibilities and they basically said I would get it whenever they get to it. I am so messed in the head right now. So the final piece of cake is that the drama at school is overwhelming too.

Oh crap,

I'm a terrible person.

I forget to do things I'm supposed to and it makes it look like a don't care. But I DO care. I care a lot. I care more than anyone can see. But it doesn't make me any better of a person that I really do care.

We all know it's what is on the outside that really counts.

Remember friends, no one is going to ask you how you really feel about things and no one is going to believe you if you tell them.